Aren't I lucky to attend Temple University? Oh, how lovely the experience is. To be around so many...diverse people. It's so wonderful. Someone please save me. I try my hardest to be...kind is the best word I can think of right now. I really do. But it's just all of the stress built up from the past and it's like I can't stand it.

I talked to Joy and Pat last night which was very needed. I heard about Pat's wonderful summer school grades and Joy's profound love for Eric. Congrats to both of you. Yeah, umm, I have a stalker now. This one kid from Florida, I think. It's creepy and funny in a way. Then it's really annoying because he has all these stupid ass bulletins on my bulletin thingy. It's a pain in my ass, it really is. Like worse than accidentally ploping down on the remote.

Umm, I think there are 38 days left, if I'm not mistaken. Yeah, 38 days. And I'll bet I won't be doing anything either. As usual. It's always the same thing, stay at home and do nothing. But this year, even if I don't have anyone around, I think I still will go out. Like shopping or something. I guess I'll have to get used to being alone anyway. Umm, eww, this gross looking black guy waved and smiled at me today. Even though I didn't have a breakfast and was about to eat lunch, I felt heavily overwhelmed with neausea (sp?) He was so gross, and he was one of those muslims too. I don't like them. I respect their religion and all, but, it's the men I don't respect. I think they are a bunch of sexist assholes. Oh yeah, I said it. Something negative with the word "sex" in it. Well too bad.....haha...

Lately I have been waking up in a lot of pain. I don't know why. Oh well.

My grandmom is moving out on friday. It's supposed to thunderstorm on friday. They'd better not expect me to do anything.

Though Gee Gee is gone, I find myself adjusting very well. Though every trash day, I'll think of her because I was always forced to empty her litterbox...::sniffle::

I found who I want to move in with for the years at Temple following my freshman and sophomore years. It's the one I love, of course! I just gotta save up and all because he said he'll pay my part for a while, but I have to get money after that. Does anyone know where exactly Jekintown is and how far it is from where my house is? Cause that's where his apartment is and I'll bet I'll still be using public transportation then so I'll have to figure out how to get from Jekintown to Temple and back. So yeah. I wanna leave cause I don't have anything else to do, but I  don't know if they'll let me. I'll sneak out...hehe.

In this computer room, I feel so crowded. Like, I want to check on my account on myspace but there are so many people making this room hot and crowded and I don't feel like I have any privacy in here. It's kinda gross actually. It's like there isn't someone literally on your back but you can feel them there. Eww. Oh well. That's those types of people for you! I'd say it but they might be looking....